dreams of a pretty place far far away


everybody put this as you msn dp
December 3, 2009, 2:21 am
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have you seen this carnivore?

hippo pam haha

or a variation

She’s a GEP-eater
make you buy cars
make you cut cards
(to the tune of nelly furtado’s maneater)



movie binge
December 2, 2009, 8:25 pm
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to avoid stuffing myself (figuratively, of course) i’m gonna watch one movie a day to widen my perspective on… stuff. okay i don’t really know why i should watch a movie a day, but i do know i love watching movies! you know, so as to pass time and procrastinate because i don’t want to study for lnat become more cultured. and because you can’t really become more cultured if you watch rubbish films (like that frankenstein-which-looked-like-corsola-with-stiches-in-his-eyeballs movie), i’ve gone lengths to read many “top 10 films to see before you die” lists so that i can single out nice movies to enjoy. and i came up with a list (it’s there on the left-hand side i just updated it) which i can hopefully complete.

hmm however i do think movies are kind of like substitutes for books, because even though the former basically consist of all the main elements of literature; from the mechanics of plot, climax, turning point, to the more technical/craftsmanship-based aspects of theme, metaphor, symbol, paradox (and my personal favourite, chekhov’s gun), movies are fundamentally a director’s vision of a story, or idea. When you read literature, as a reader, you’re expected to do all the imagining, thinking and inferencing based on the words you read. The author may carefully craft his diction to invoke a certain emotion or reaction, but the degree or accuracy of the type of feeling invoked varies to the individual, and may or may not adhere to the author’s original intention. Conversely, in a movie, the director or producer does all the imagining for you – the cinematography, dialouge, pacing and etcetera are all combined to create a visual spectacle developed to manipulate you into thinking or feeling a certain way. you might think “manipulate” may be too strong a word, but if you think about it carefully, books tend to make you think more than movies because there’s so much room for imagination and speculation, whereas for movies everything’s in front of you like a smooth-running 8 course dinner – you can’t choose the individual components but wait for the chef to serve you, whereas books are more like a la carte menus where you can pick and choose.

anyway, where was i! oh right, i watched the bucket list today, starring morgan freeman and jack nicholson, a movie about how 2 men nearing the expiry dates of their lives befriend each other and make a list of things to do before they die, and set about completing it. what makes the movie great is the fact that, instead of focusing on the to-do list, the director chooses to zoom-in primarily on the chemistry between the two men. and i also loved the ending! made me teary-eyed :’) but in a good way of course.

after i watched it i felt inspired to think about my own bucket list, but i could only list materialistic or very gimmicky things, like “eat premium caviar and drink vodka for dinner in Russia”, “go horse-riding through the english countryside”, “kiss the man i love” and “run around the beach at the part where the sand meets the waves with my big, white, long-haired dog and then fall tiredly onto a pile of cushions by the shade of a palm tree while male servants feed me peeled grapes” (okay, that last one i made up for comedic effect, but anyone’ll agree that that’s something to include on their lists :D). maybe as i grow older i’d think of more selfless and big-picture things to do, heh.

hmm what’s on your bucket list? maybe it’ll be the first step onto making you appreciate life more! i’ve decided to come up with one to be put into action once i save up enough money, buy my parents a house, see my kids get married and then retire. hopefully! because life never does as well as it’s planned… fortunately or unfortunately.

listing

what’s on your bucket list?



super awesome website everyone should check it out! (haha i sound like a spambot)
November 29, 2009, 11:42 pm
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i found this really wonderful website full of quirky, vintage, strange, whimsical, etc etc illustrations from all over the world, some in watercolour, some in black-and-white (or cream, as the pages have yellowed in time), some in stranger mediums like the airbrush (i never knew they had airbrushes back in 1930!), but they’re mostly a group of pictures from artists ranging from the well-known (van gogh) to the relatively arcane (dutch children’s picture books illustrators). there’s no real way to describe this website, but maybe if i could describe it in one word it would be “intimate”, as if you’re taking a peek into a book from a shelf of a person from the past. i love the ones of animals and plants! nobody really draws that anymore, which i think they should, at the rate all of those animals are becoming extinct. and also i love the details on the mushroom illustrations!! i never knew there were so many! (and they all somehow look delicious, even though they’re mostly poisonous. idk maybe that’s just me being ravenous at 4 in the morning) here are some examples that i liked a lot:


watercolour illustration of france


old but cool looking illustration of a town from the 15th century! (that’s jerusalem i believe) the blog calls it “travel literature”, how refined!

an artist in the 1930 imagines what life would be like in 2030, using airbrushes. love how art deco this is! and i don’t mean the modern type illustrators try to replicate with using computer software

check it out here!

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i wanted to type something else, but i changed my mind because i didn’t know how to go about expressing myself. and i don’t know what to say. see i just deleted the paragraph i typed. this is so frustrating. this is the first time in my life that words have failed me? hm. i shall sleep on this and hope it gets better tomorrow.



happy 18th birthday pams!!
November 28, 2009, 4:05 pm
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yesterday we celebrated with a yummy (but slightly expensive) buffet at straits cafe @ rendezvous hotel! had fun chitchatting and eating with tony, shoban, guang, ham, edsee, pam! gosh it was hilarious. first of all tony and his alfalfa, basically it’s this moss like thing that tasted like grass. pam was throwing him eye-rolls and grimaces when he was eating it like some bovine organism. and the disgusting durian creme and puff. oh god if i ever have the pleasure of eating (forced, tricked, accidentally or otherwise) anything with durian in it i swear i will use one whole bottle of listerine in one sitting. then we watched a movie called gomorrah at cathay picturehouse (it was between that and christmas carol 3D, but since pam’s 18 we chose the former m18 movie LOL). it apparently won the top prize at the cannes film festival (plus certified 91% fresh via pam’s rottentomatoes), but it turned out… as i quote the birthday girl “this movie was such a milestone for me” well. i still prefer the heavily-stylized 40s american mafia movie a la the godfather. gomorrah was too hyper-real imo. :/ anyway have fun in malacca girl!

edit:

birthday girl!

fewd!

edsee laughing at at tony eating his alfalfa

group shot! slightly blurred. (and my face looks like the full moon lol)

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anyway i’ve finally gotten down to listening to the fame monster. gaga is a genius. perhaps i should consider turning from a free-thinker to joining a pagan occult that worships her, LOL. i’m joking, i’m joking, don’t stone me. anyway alejandro is my favourite on the album!! best thing is, it samples czardas (the very hungarian gypsy tune we learned for guitar) at the start. and i love the intro of dance in the dark too!!

hmm i got john mayer’s new album battle studies. spent the whole morning in bed listening to it. i gotta say it’s my favourite album by him yet. the whole thing feels so raw, unpretentious, and intimate. especially love friends, lovers or nothing and the title track, heartbreak warfare. and i shall leave you with the former! the lyrics are really meaningful imo (i’m sure many of us will have felt like this at some point in time or another). the perfect album for single, lonely souls out there, heh:

anything other than yes is no,
anything other than stay is go,
anything less than i love you is lying



i was rereading my emomomo xanga
November 27, 2009, 2:18 am
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and it hit me

poetry and all its associated froufrou only comes when you’re down, or lonely, or dejected, or feeling shitty. like when you wake up from the wrong side of bed and feel like the whole world is against you when it really isn’t

and never when there’s sunshine and rainbows and unicorns (at least for normal people… sans when you’re on drugs because i think when you’re happy and on a trip you might actually make something good… like walt disney)

because the best form of art comes when you’re struggling with something*

think owen facing war and death, soyinka facing racial discrimination, woolf battling depression…

rarely do you get a poet or artist who gets famous because he/she makes happy art

 

and i look at my xanga and think

wow, i can’t even remember what half of this is about! (but i guess i must’ve been really depressed when i wrote these)

i guess my life must’ve been more dramatic and exciting when it’s viewed through rain clouds.

and in other words

strike when the iron is hot, or protect your ego and retreat back to ground zero

god i need a magic 8 ball to answer all my questions

 

and random, but i think zune is killing my laptop. that lousy piece of junk! it’s been whirring non-stop for the past hour. or maybe it’s just because i’ve been on for 12 hours. bleh.

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*quote courtesy lady gaga