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the part at 06:13 when they get out of the car at the middle of the road and start dancing is sooo funny haha. the construction worker walks past and he gives this face like, ‘what the’! after watching this i didn’t think paris hilton is so bad, she seems to actually be a nice person?
and as pam would say it, i baoed the physics paper today. haha. like paper 1 was so totally screweded up. i didn’t even have enough time to finish the whole thing so at the last possible moment i ended up shading option c for all of the last 10 questions that i didn’t have time to fill in. well, the only consolation was that i found out i got 3 out of those 10 questions correct. yippie.
hmm halfway through prelims and already i’m so tired. i can’t even study properly after dinner because i get so tired and can’t focus. :( after ib i’ll start doing stuff again, like painting! watercolours and acrylic :D but i think my art skillz are non-existent now after years of non-use. :/ hmm what else. i’ll go to the beach more often! AND I’LL FINALLY WATCH RESERVOIR DOGS and all the movies in my to-do after ib list. and maybe i’ll learn how to cycle (somehow), and exercise more. like learn some martial art! i wanna learn boxing. haha. then next time if you go to big cities overseas you can learn to defend yourself when you’re mugged or something.
oh well. guess i’m planning too far ahead again. gotta work harder for prelims or i really cannot get into a uni. :(
p.s. the weather is so nice and cool now :D it’s a perfect day to be on the beach playing volleyball or drinking martinis. or something.
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I WANT TO SEE LADY GAGA!!!!!! but the tix are f expensive, like almost a hundred bucks. oh well, i’ve pretty much missed all the concerts that i’ve wanted to go to since forever due to a lack of cash/clash in time/lack of credit card etc. SIGH THE CONFINES OF STUDENT-HOOD.
anyway not much. haven’t posted in a week cos this week is really killer!! there’s like both world lits AND EE. dieeeeee. i’m relying heavily for my brain to work so i can be super efficient and not write crap for either essay. PLUS we’re getting back papers on tuesday. so far, it’s not looking too good. apparently someone failed the ibdp chinese a2 exam!!! the probability that it’s me is like slightly less than 10%, since there’re only eleven of us anyway. can you imagine!! if i fail a subject that i’ve put so much effort in i’ll prolly jump off a building. nahh i kid. sigh and chem too. studied so much and i’m prolly getting a 4. which sucks big time. why am i so stupid, study so hard still cannot get above 40 points. *grumbles*
hmm anyway today i went to kap on a study date with the babes. i am so shocked that ming is taking h3 math!!!!!!! and she’s prolly getting A for it, while i am here failing easy-peasy (as compared to h3 math) ib math hl. if she comes to ib she’ll probably own that gerald seah guy from intact. and kk too!! she’s a slacker but she still gets by great. and now on hindsight i realised that i am like the lousiest out of the three of us! oh no no no no no.
conclusion: gotta work harder. i shall focus until the prelims, at least.
anyway i came up with a stuff-i-would-like-to-purchase-but-have-no-money-(as is typical of me, and it’s barely past half of the month)-or-is-out-of-my-budget-range-but-would-be-nice-to-think-about-having-anyway list, which is as follows:
- kerastase anti-frizz hair serum (again, this one was recommended in cleo’s hall of fame 2009)
- the phillips ceramic 10-in-1 hair curling iron/straightening tongs/this and that (the heads are changeable for different styling needs)
- canmake liquid eye liner pen (recommended in cleo hall of fame too)
- some form of concealer to hide my unsightly pimples, humongously monstrous eyebags and overtly-ruddy complexion
- miracle potion that will keep me awake in the morning and sleep well at night (recently i keep having nightmares. the other day i dreamt that i failed the ib math exam =_=) that doesn’t taste yucky i.e. not chicken essence
- delicious yet unfattening foodstuff for me to occupy myself with while mugging/doing work so i don’t start biting my nails because i have nothing to eat
- yet more delicious and unfattening foods for me to consume when i am hungry (hooboy am i hungry as i type this)
- lady gaga concert tickets
bah i am becoming more and more incoherent. i do realise my list gets quite rubbish as you go down because you can’t ever get some of the stuff anyway… like world peace. why are there so many riots and bombings and plane crashes recently?? can’t the world be in equilibrium for a days. anyway that’s a topic for another day. the weight of my eyelids are starting to increase so maybe it’s a sign that i should go to bed. toodley poodles guys. seeya soon.
p.s. i am so tired it’s not even funny :( so much work to do tomorrow plus there’s tuition :(((((((
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I’M A DREAMER
BUT I A’INT THE ONLY ONE WHO GOT PROBLEMS
BUT WE LEARN TO HAVE FUN
THIS IS OUR WORLD FROM HERE TO YOUR HOOD
WE ALIVE MAN IT’S OKAY TO FEEL GOOD
and this morning i had a really weird dream. it was something about scaling a snowy mountain it involved machine guns and pink grenades, lol. and in other news, i am going to finish tok essay, tok op and world lit all by today. hmm i might call it ambition but you can say it’s wishful thinking.
tralalalalalaaa bao needs a magical flu medicine that doesn’t addle with your brains
Filed under: daily, random, reflective | Tags: dreams, life, random, tired
i always have that same one. it’ll be in the first person perspective, and the person in my dream will look at me and say something, but i can never hear what he is saying (possibly, goodbye or farewell or something) and suddenly he’ll turn and walk away into the endless distance. and i’ll watch his back growing smaller and smaller while seemingly rooted to the ground. sometime’s i’ll beg for him to come back, but at other times i’ll just give up all together. in hindsight i guess the person was always someone i was afraid of losing, or someone i was afraid to disappoint. there was this period of time i wasn’t on such good terms with my dad, i remember dreaming of him saying “i give up on you” and walking away into the distance, and i’d wake up close to tears. it’s quite scary; the way something so immaterial can affect you. i mean it’s not even happening in reality right? so why do i still get so caught up in them? i guess it all boils down to abandonment. that’s it. i have a fear of being abandoned. haha ok that sounded so ridiculously wimpish. :J
anyway i feel unaccomplished and unmotivated. as per usual. i wish i could see sunshine and rainbows everywhere i go, so i’d always be happy-go-lucky with not a care in the world. :/
p.s. today i realised how much attention my phone attracts man. and i’ll feel so embarrassed to show people who ask, haha. it’s sooo __________.
p.p.s. is it just me or is it unusually cold tonight? i’d never thought i’d say this in singapore but i practically froze into an icecube when i came out of the super nice hot shower. brrrrr.
i woke up at 11! that’s no mean feat, considering the fact that the average time i wake up these few days has been around 1-2pm. i managed to do some ee research/brainstorming as well. the internet is really a great invention, you can find out all sorts of information using google and whatnot. however, several websites seem to need monetary incentive before they allow you to download the full research paper. :( so i think i’m going to the library tomorrow to see if i can find anything.
anyway these few days i’ve been having pretty weird dreams. it’s like the type of dream when you get an overwhelming sense of deja vu and it’s particularly vivid even when you wake up in the morning. yesterday i dreamt that i was in some sort of camp, and i was getting debriefed while sitting with the rest of the fellow campers at a basketball court. we were all apparently supposed to go to this large stadium in the distance, because the next thing i knew, people strated to jostle and push toward it. some guy bumped into me and then asked me whether i wanted to play captain’s ball at the stadium, and i was like “ok, sure”. yeah but before i could go play a particularly romantic game of ball with my prince charming, i went to the toilet (in the dream) and i woke up, having really needing to go to the toilet in real life.
okay, randomness and embarrassing details aside, don’t you hate it when you wake up in the middle of a really nice dream you were enjoying! like there was once i dreamt i owned a really cute dog, and i remember really loving it, but then i woke up and was stroking fur of my polar bear toy. strange… i need a dream interpreter.
